Sparkling, radiating crystals and colors on the ground, on the water and in the sky

I was walking outside in the sunny but freezing cold weather again but enjoying it a lot because of the beauty that is out there in this snowy country.

It is so amazing how creative the nature is. There are diamonds and many other gemstones created in the ground - usually they just are too expensive for many of us.

There are also diamonds that we can see on the ground - like now here the little snowflakes and crystals are sparkling like zillions of diamonds or in the summer in the morning and evening sun we can see the diamonds in the water and what is the best - they don't cost anything - we all can afford them and enjoy seeing them. That is so great!

I just love those zillions of sparkling crystals on the ground or on the water, sometimes colored by golden sunshine, sometimes getting a color from the blue sky or green forests around. It is so beautiful and nourishing to see them and the variety of colors there.

Here we can see also the Northern lights in the blue night sky, how radiant are they!
In USA there is a story how Lakota Indians traveled to the North just to breathe the healing energy of the Northern lights.

The rainbows - ahh... they are so energizing too, vibrant colors in the sky.

All these phenomena in the nature are so full of grace and makes me feel so grateful and joyous.

Living on two different continents, traveling to Boulder again in March

One of my friends said that "once you cross the ocean you are always in the wrong side of it". So true!

I moved to Boulder in August 2006. I had visited there just once before that.

The move to a new country, environment, altitude, culture, society and marriage was exciting and very challenging, there I could say difficult.

It took a couple of years to find my place in the new life yet it still was a challenge. It was very helpful to find a warm welcoming community at the Columbine Unity church - I made some good friends there and I loved Scotts services, I loved the feeling there - it reminded me so much of my own spiritual center in Finland which actually was quite different from the church but still.... Not too much of a religion but esoteric teachings.

Finally when I had started my healing practice also in Boulder after getting settled there things started to get better. It is not just a work for me but the way of life which I so much enjoy.

Last spring I had to make a decision to move back to Finland for a while - there were many reasons for that.

This stay in Finland has lasted longer than I was thinking at first.

When I left Boulder last summer in June my plan was to come back in about October but I couldn't make it happen. Then I set another goal - in January. It didn't work either. Now I am positive that it will happen in March and I will stay for a couple of months before getting back to Finland for a couple of months again.

The summer in Finland is something that I wouldn't like to miss - there is so much light in the opposite of winter when there is no light at all at some point. The sunny days and nights are something that I really love, the fresh nature, green forests and fields and blue lakes everywhere.

My parents and my children are reasons why I need to live partly in Finland. My son is growing fast - he is 14years already - and my parents are getting older and their condition is getting worse. My father will go to a hospital next week - they will try to do angioplasty to his aorta. We all hope that everything will go fine with the procedure and the quality of his life will get better again.

After coming to Finland I have been missing a lot Boulder, the Columbine Church community where I felt welcome, mountains and not least my dear husband although we have had a lot of challenges in our marriage.

I am hoping that I or we can handle this way to live for a little while because I don't want to lose the opportunity with these beloved people in my life but rather have a way to be in touch and present at least part of the time with each one of them

Dreams, written on Saturday October 24th 2009

Dreams

I have quite lively dreamlife and I remember most of my dreams when I wake up. I write them down and review at some point later. I could write many novels of my dreams.

Dreams are an excellent way how my subconscious is telling where I am at the moment in my inner work.

Last night I had a Saint visiting in my dream. He was acting quite funny way and I woke up by laughing out loud. Sometimes it happens.

I think that we are too serious in many ways and in many situations about our life and stuff in our life. It is good to remember laughter when the laughter is healthy one. It clears - as tears do too - the energies that we carry with us, in us.

Relationships and Mirrors in September the 1st of 2010

Relationships

The whole life is based on relationships.

The life is and we can experience it through relationships with everything: with myself, with others, things, animals, plants, sounds, emotions, thoughts, stuff….

There is no way out from relationships. If I say that I don’t want any relationships, it means that I am avoiding life and its different forms that it takes. Sometimes it is good so but because the life has its way to happen through us we have to surrender to relationships – never mind is it with friends, with spouse, with parents or children, with teachers, with thoughts, with everything – there is always some kind of relationship involved as long as there is life.

I am sitting on the chair in my apartment typing this with my computer and letting the thoughts come through me. There are a lot of relationships with different elements involved while I am writing.

Mirrors

We are mirrors to each other
If there wouldn’t be you there wouldn’t be me either.
You are a mirror for me that I know that I exist.
I need you as my mirror that I know and experience that there is me.
I want to reflect to you that beautiful and multidimensional picture
that I see in you.

Building website online ontime

This world has changed a lot since I was a kid and even a student. Nobody knew about computers few ten years ago. Now everything happens online, in realtime.

We are sitting at the computer in different parts of the world with my husband, he is doing changes to my website and I am giving some comments. I see the process in realtime and either approve or decline or suggest something else.

Is this healing work or what is this?
This time it is fun yet usually I don't like too much of website work. This just happens to be part of every kind of work today.